Were you born under or over the bulrushes
The steaming streaming waters
Of Tigris and Euphrates
Civilizations of salamanders
Arising in the Moodna Creek

Were you alive and breathing shallowly
As the Hudson bore you along
A weight too slack to bear
A love that must be borne
Sacred and profane and living still

Blood pooled in your lungs
Your brain swelled to immaculate conception
And you breathed the Hudson
And Moodna’s sweet essence
Taking her communion
Impelling her inward
To your grateful throat
Sipping cattails and breezes
That rustled in your ears alone

She tasted like wine and blood
And small things growing

Oh how the bulrushes whispered
And oh how you answered
As you breathed in their light
Breathed them in and bore them to you
Fields of wild sumac filling your eyes
Weighting them yet asking them

Begging your eyes to bear them down
Through the dye-struck stream
To the mother waters where they were struck
By your weighted corpse
Where they were compelled to hold you aloft
As you flew through them
On dying winds
Compelled at last
To course you down to your leaf-filled streams
To whisper your welcome
To your end

To cradle you to your cradle
Of crawdad and Salamander civilizations
Their spots molding your eyes to blindness

Your eyes struck like hammered water
Copper beaten water that flows
Yet does not move
Rustles yet is still

Beaten metal
Furrowed as you plow down to it
Fall through it
Only to arise
To be borne upwards
Through the turbid fluid Moodna essence

Surrounded and suspended and appended
To the clotted casings of life
The scrapings and leavings
Of stream-beds and bulrushes
And only you breezes
And slow trees falling asleep
In the slowly falling light
Gift of every plant that spoke to you in whispers
And died in October

And the sun leaves green in your eyes
And the copper waters bear you down
Past your fallow coffin in your harrowed cemetery

Back to the shallows
The wetlands
The mud lands
Where life seethes
Into ornate filigrees of water striders and damselflies
Back to your shallows that loved you and cradle you still

You were borne out of them by your beloved waters
But the bulrushes whisper your name
And remember you still